When life happens in a way that feels like a tornado, the blog (and Instagram) does not get much attention. It’s called life, you all live it, and I’m sure you can relate to this. This tornado is very still though, right now I’m in the middle of where it’s an overwhelming feeling of emptiness – at the airport, traveling alone for the first time, if you don’t count the workshop in December. Knowing that this is the first days of endless days on my own. So many things is different now. The small things that makes my days different, like not sharing calendars with each other, and not having shared plans anymore. It gives me a wet eye and an empty calendar. And there’s a hundred things like this, and it makes everything different. A new life.
Right now on my way to sort out my business, nine days in Stockholm, as you already know. I’m on a good path, I’ve never felt healthier, and it’s almost a shame to say. But lets celebrate honesty. Another part of the true story is that I almost started to cry at the train on my way here, and I’ve had this huge lump in my throat all the time at the airport. But I cried so much last night that I feel I’m in lack of tears. It starts to loosen up now, and I can feel excitement because I’m going to meet some of the lovely Swedish people I met in December, and I’m so ready to concretize my thoughts about “the new villa betula”. The ideas are many, and they involve all of you!
I will share Stockholm-photos, my new plans as they arrive, who I meet and how many cakes I consume the next days. So pop in here often, I might blog every day the coming week 😉 Today I thought it was appropriate to share some photos from my last trip to Sweden, it gives me a warm feeling inside <3