Photo: Matilda Audas Björkholm
Photo: Matilda Audas Björkholm
Photo: Matilda Audas Björkholm
Photo: Matilda Audas Björkholm
Photo: Matilda Audas Björkholm
Photo: Matilda Audas Björkholm
Photo: Matilda Audas Björkholm
This post has been laying a round for a couple of days. I didn’t know if I would post it or not. It’s might too fragile and revealing, maybe I’ll regret? Maybe I should think for a little longer. Why? Shame. First of all I want to say that the photographer is great, the setting and dress was great, everybody was so kind and sweet. But oh my what a challenge it was, and still is, for me.
Remember I was going to Stockholm? This photos was the reason for going. When I got the photos back I was reminded why this was such a hard task for me, why this is not a natural thing to do, and again questioning myself why. When I’m so fragile, why do I push my limits? Many days there’s a much bigger challenge just to be present in my own mind, but still…
No clear conclusion to my question, but I guess it makes me feel brave and alive. But it also makes me down when I can see my scars so clearly. Years of a troubled mind is in that skin, and everybody can see it. At least now they can. I don’t want to feel ashamed, but I have to admit I just show you the photos I’m comfortable with. That makes you might disagree with me – both on the fact that you can see it clearly, and also about being brave, since I don’t choose to show the worst side of myself. But for me this is enough to feel both brave and uncomfortable. But I don’t regret the photoshoot, and hopefully I won’t regret this post. I need to dare to be me.
Photo: @matildastillvaro, Flowers: @skilladflorals, Location and styling: @rentalstories, Dress: @elsabillgren, Hair jewelery: @thewildroseaccessories
So beautiful, thank you for sharing.
xxx Susans
Thank you so much for your support Susana, it’s so nice with a lovely comment on a post like this! It means a lot xx
True colours! ❤️ Du rocker, Maren!
Takk takk og takk Maria, du er super!
I’ve just found your blog and started to follow you. This is stunning and lovely! Thanks for sharing.
Hi Linda! What a lovely comment, thanks a lot and welcome to my blog! I tried the link to your blog, but an error occurred… hmm..
These pictures a so lovely, fourth one down is my favourite, looking right at you, hello x 🙂
Thanks a lot Jeska, so sweet with feedback from you 😉 <3
Beautiful photography, beautiful dress and simply amazing that you have the courage to share yourself and be so open. You look beautiful.
aubergine
Hi, and thanks a lot for this supportive and lovely comment! I can see you’re an artist, so cool, keep up the good work! 🙂