HERE WE GO! BECAUSE WHY NOT?!

Hi! Finally a little back on track! Right now I’m doing something I have not done in long: listening to both of our albums, gosh, it’s such a weird feeling. But you know what?! I’ve never been prouder, and I dare to say so. And what I learn from that feeling is that I’m kinder to myself now than I’ve ever been. Truth. The music has not suddenly got better, but I have, my mind is so much generous. Search for GRÅBLOMST and you will find our music. On every streaming service. If I got vinyl!?! SURE! My shop is closed now, but send me an email and we’ll find a way.

I took these photos just an hour ago, and the reason for today’s photo shot is that I want to show you more of me in all ways. You’ve already got much more of what’s going on inside, and a wise person who inspires me a lot said put yourself in your magical environment! And here I go, because why not?!?

Close ups and no make up will might be in another life, ha ha, but who knows, maybe I’m getting there. Having a buzz cut does feel like wearing no make up sometimes since I can’t use my hair to hide any parts at all. I used to do that. Do you?

My actual plan today was to tell you some more about my next months. I like structure, so let’s make it easy (I also recommend to read about my new concept part I and part II):

June: start my VIP newsletter + start to paint the apartment while the carpenters are doing other things!? + work on two big collaborations + continue the book project (it will happen!!!). Looks like I need June to consist of at least fifty days to pull it all trough!

July: Italy one week with my daughter + pack everything in Villa Betula and be a hundred percent ready to move!

A little digression from the monthly plans: Typical I just have to answer this mail or make a story of this or gosh, can’t he/ she just answer!? Haha, recognizable?

And if that he or she actually has answered or I decide to add a gif or three to a Instagram story, it takes me forever, and I end up like this. Recognizable again?? I bet it is! This is how I feel I look when I’m home alone, no matter what I’m up to. This is the face I see when I pass a mirror.

I have looked like this a lot. A looooot.

More about my plans, here comes August: move in to the apartment + finish an application for money for the book project + prepare my lecture about my mental illness which I am to do for National Competence Service for Personality Psychiatry in Norway in November + start to work on my soloalbum! Did I say that out loud?!? Also start to paint on canvases again <3

September: Do a week of voluntary work in Germany! Can’t wait to tell you where, you will be in awe when I tell you later! + more detail planning on 1, 2 or 3 workshops! + start the brunch club in my apartment, omg, I would love to see you there! Continue all the projects – book, paintings, music. This is the month I’m not to freak out because I’m up to so many things…

October: One week in Morocco all by myself + starting to get nervous about hosting my first workshop 😉

November: Most likely my first workshop will happen! In the beginning of June I will reveal it – and you will love it. You will. There’ll be a catfight to get the few spots – I would have fought to be a part of it, haha 😉 And I’m so excited that my stomach almost hurts already, and it’s only May!!! …And I am to do my first lecture as mentioned in August above…

Let me say that I’m truly happy I’ve decided to start a brunch club, be a location for other businesses and to host different things with skilled, inspiring and gorgeous people from all over. This feels so right in my heart, and that’s all that matters.