Hi! Finally a little back on track! Right now I’m doing something I have not done in long: listening to both of our albums, gosh, it’s such a weird feeling. But you know what?! I’ve never been prouder, and I dare to say so. And what I learn from that feeling is that I’m kinder to myself now than I’ve ever been. Truth. The music has not suddenly got better, but I have, my mind is so much generous. Search for GRÅBLOMST and you will find our music. On every streaming service. If I got vinyl!?! SURE! My shop is closed now, but send me an email and we’ll find a way.
I took these photos just an hour ago, and the reason for today’s photo shot is that I want to show you more of me in all ways. You’ve already got much more of what’s going on inside, and a wise person who inspires me a lot said put yourself in your magical environment! And here I go, because why not?!?
Close ups and no make up will might be in another life, ha ha, but who knows, maybe I’m getting there. Having a buzz cut does feel like wearing no make up sometimes since I can’t use my hair to hide any parts at all. I used to do that. Do you?
My actual plan today was to tell you some more about my next months. I like structure, so let’s make it easy (I also recommend to read about my new concept part I and part II):
June: start my VIP newsletter + start to paint the apartment while the carpenters are doing other things!? + work on two big collaborations + continue the book project (it will happen!!!). Looks like I need June to consist of at least fifty days to pull it all trough!
July: Italy one week with my daughter + pack everything in Villa Betula and be a hundred percent ready to move!
A little digression from the monthly plans: Typical I just have to answer this mail or make a story of this or gosh, can’t he/ she just answer!? Haha, recognizable?
And if that he or she actually has answered or I decide to add a gif or three to a Instagram story, it takes me forever, and I end up like this. Recognizable again?? I bet it is! This is how I feel I look when I’m home alone, no matter what I’m up to. This is the face I see when I pass a mirror.
I have looked like this a lot. A looooot.
More about my plans, here comes August: move in to the apartment + finish an application for money for the book project + prepare my lecture about my mental illness which I am to do for National Competence Service for Personality Psychiatry in Norway in November + start to work on my soloalbum! Did I say that out loud?!? Also start to paint on canvases again <3
September: Do a week of voluntary work in Germany! Can’t wait to tell you where, you will be in awe when I tell you later! + more detail planning on 1, 2 or 3 workshops! + start the brunch club in my apartment, omg, I would love to see you there! Continue all the projects – book, paintings, music. This is the month I’m not to freak out because I’m up to so many things…
October: One week in Morocco all by myself + starting to get nervous about hosting my first workshop 😉
November: Most likely my first workshop will happen! In the beginning of June I will reveal it – and you will love it. You will. There’ll be a catfight to get the few spots – I would have fought to be a part of it, haha 😉 And I’m so excited that my stomach almost hurts already, and it’s only May!!! …And I am to do my first lecture as mentioned in August above…
Let me say that I’m truly happy I’ve decided to start a brunch club, be a location for other businesses and to host different things with skilled, inspiring and gorgeous people from all over. This feels so right in my heart, and that’s all that matters.
You smile a lot more in your photos nowadays. That’s great! 🙂
Thanks for telling me. I guess these difficult months also have made me grow a lot. And it starts to show…
Mange mange planer og så mye spennende!
Jeg må innrømme at jeg kjenner meg mye igjen i mye av det jeg leser hos deg.
(har begynt å lese litt tilbake, siden jeg nettopp har oppdaget bloggen din).
Så om jeg ikke hadde annet å gjøre, har jeg i alle all nok å gjøre med å lese blogginnleggene dine 😀
Kan ikke annet enn å si at du som menneske fasinerer meg, det lille jeg har lest.
Kjempespent på alt du har å vise til fremover , ikke minst dele flere bilder av leiligheten som garantert kommer til å bli fantastisk!
Ja…så var det workshop og brunchclub da…
Åhh… jeg gleder meg på dine vegne med alt som skjer. Bare husk de viktige pausene og som terapidamen sa til meg…. husk å puste og pust med magen. For et år siden visste jeg ikke at man kunne puste på flere ulike måter 😀
Ha en strålende kveld i sommervarmen!
Ps,,,, digger dine videosnutter på Instagram.
Takk for superhyggelig kommentar Marianne, jeg blir jo oppriktig glad når du tar deg tiden til å dele hva du tenker omkring min blogg (og videosnutter, haha)! <3 Jeg husker å være oppmerksom på pusten flere ganger om dagen, og det er sjelden den går helt ned i magen på naturlig vis for tiden skal jeg innrømme. Er hos fysioterapeut 1-2 ggr hver uke, og i dag sa hun "hva har du holdt på med nå!?!", haha, det kjennes vel ut på kroppen som om at jeg løfter ti tunge skap på feil måte hver dag, men så har jeg bare blitt så anspent og stresset av alt som har skjedd de siste månedene at kroppen går helt i ball stakkar. Så nå skal jeg varme opp nakken i sola, og synke ned i badekaret i kveld. Man får gjøre så godt man kan, bedre blir det ikke, også skjønner nok roen at den har lov til å komme tilbake akkurat når den forstår at her er det plass for ro igjen 😉