I’m empty of things to share. I almost have a “Mac aversion” this week, for the first time ever. Ninety percent of my life is about our divorce. I’m so in the middle of it and need to put it all in a perspective before I can write about it in a proper, and not too private, way.
It has taught me a lot – the pain.
I was going to do a collaboration this week which I were to share with you, but it will be delayed because of some shipping and administration things, so it’ll have to wait… It’s alright, the timing is “good” since my daughter has been sick and home from school a couple of days. And I was not choosen for the exhibition I submitted for, so I can’t share a hurray either!
All I do is to clean and tidy – decluttering for photographs of the house. It’s actually quite OK since I’m looking forward to make a new home another place. When you have to see new possibilities because there’s no other way, it opens some doors for sure. I’m excited to see where it will take me. At least it takes me closer to myself, and I already am. I visualize the apartment many times a day, but still so little plans. I know I will make very little decisions before I live there, I have to feel where to put things, it’s my only way.
My nine year old has decided to cut her long hair tomorrow, and even add a splash of colour. She’s in control of her hair, because why not, so I’m excited to see how it turns out. Maybe I’ll get some photos of her Friday morning. She will suddenly look older, and probably never as “small” again as she does today. It’s fascinating, and I love to be a mother even though I don’t write much about motherhood…
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